The Treasure I Found

I found a treasure deep inside of me.

It said that I am worth.

Everything God went through creating me from earth.

This treasure more valuable than the highest stock.

More priceless than the rarest rock.

This treasure I found no one can take it

It’s authentic can’t counterfeit or fake it

It’s my treasure Only to be witnessed in my presence

you can feel the heat of the glow or bask in the essence

I won’t tell you what my treasure is

It protects my health preserves my wealth

It guides my decisions leads me to the light

helps me decide between wrong and right

My treasure has not reached it’s full potential

It has become more valuable with everything I’ve been through.

The American way

I See You

I do have eyes.
I use them to see
through the fog that's rising
around me.
A terrible fog,
that seems unnatural
creatures clawing from the mist
a scent so foul it's attacking you.
and drawing us in
with a sort of false comfort.
Promising us safe harbor on a peaceful port.
while I see into this fog I envision a large fort.
A better attempt to control import and export.
I want no part of this it's bigger than me!!
Please allow me to escape with my dignity.
Does the fog hear me,
as an individual hear my plea
I hear talks of a rising economy
and different kinds of fuels
for lower price automobiles.
The fog seems good but still,
I can't pay my bills.
so I use my reality
to judge what is real,
because this fog starts controlling how I feel.
Angering me with generalizations
Everyone is different from their station
to skill, or occupation.
The fog then soothes me with intoxication,
or show me wonders beyond human imagination,
then upset me again with lies and exaggerations.
I cant even trust other people views,
as I see, the fog controls the news,
but I do have eyes and I use them to see,
the good and the bad that surround me.

In Loving Memory

In your memory,

I’m going to hold our family down.

In your memory,

I got to stand tall and on solid ground.

In your memory,

Loyalty over respect and money.

In your memory,

No longer moving like a dummy.

I knew you’d leave before me.

I warned you damn near everyday,

Told in every single way

Placed demands on you,

Even put my hands on you.

Not to hurt you but to stop you,

Had to grip you up before the cops do.

I must have slipped or I simply failed,

Still got caught up in this streets over drugs sells.

Now I see why Pac say aint no g’s in hell.

Your heart was so big.

Held ya peops down; no gig.

Give’em the shirt off your back.

Didn’t care if they was White, Rican , or Black.

In your memory,

I’m going to hold our family down.

In your memory,

I got to stand tall and on solid ground.

In your memory,

Loyalty over respect and money.

In your memory,

No longer moving like a dummy.

I got to let you know that we were trapped,

And god chose you to take the rap,

Now I’m supposed to live thinking this way.

Missing you every minute of the day.

You were my other half before I had a wife,

But you still had respect for my life

And you loved her like I do.

The minute she heard you died ,she cried too.

And sped through the traffic jumping in and out the lanes.

Your leaving us only added to her pain.

And mommy was insane.

In the kitchen on the floor

And you can see that she don’t want to live no more!!

And our sisters didn’t believe the police,

And all I could scream was what about my niece?

In your memory,

I’m going to hold our family down.

In your memory,

I got to stand tall and on solid ground.

In your memory,

Loyalty over respect and money.

In your memory,

No longer moving like a dummy.

My Mom Told Me

I wanted to turn it down a notch.
Give my creativity a shot.
Just express life even if it isn’t mine.
To paint a pretty picture I’d have to lie in every line.
And I don’t mind that I’d do it for the art,
I’d do it for peace just to play my part.
I’d forget all I ever knew that’s unfair.
Forget that I cried so much that I ran out of tears.
I’d forget the failures and the let downs.
Just to make genuine smiles out of these harsh frowns.
So much pain my life has known,
Following me from childhood days until now when I’m grown
Peers dying in their teens, with nothing in between,
The day they were born and the last day they seen.
I wanted to turn it down a notch ,
but my mom said I better not.
You better keep it real that’s tell the truth.
We don’t need water burn off the roof!!!
They did it to the M.O.V.E. MEMBERS ,they’ll do it to you.
They locked up your brothers, cousins, and friends too.
Turned your fathers and uncles out on drugs.
Then raised you in the street with thugs.
Tell them that don’t cut your feelings off.
Whatever you do don’t go soft!!

My Prayer

I’m counting on you God to help see my way through.
I can’t count on anyone so I’m coming to you.
The unseen, the almighty, and I’m asking you some questions.
Why did you put me in this world without protection?
How could you allow the law to hold me back?
There's already so much I lack.
How long must I fight to keep my family from crying?
How do we fall for the same traps without realizing?

What do you want from us?
Suffering was enough for the Jews what about us?
The black American born from oppression.
Brought and sold and treated like someone’s possession.
Undereducated and experimented on.
Never promised a thing from the day we were born.
Raised on hatred guided by abused feelings
Getting by on robbing and stealing &bad dealings.
Life’s hard we learn that as children
Eating free lunches during the summer with our siblings.

What can we do God to earn your favor.
I love my family and my neighbor
Respect my mom and my pop
But who’s going to stop the cops?
Who’s going to protect my rights?
Who’s going to referee a fair fight?

I’m asking YOU GOD to be the one.
TO be with me while I fight so I won’t have to run.